A Song That Defines My Life
This time I finally see the reason why
I can’t do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I’m up there’s no more time,
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone’s asleep
and I don’t want to say these words to you
I’ll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am cause I’m going
I was too scared to start now
I’m too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I’m growing
but its so hard to tell when I’m not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I’m going
I was too scared to start now I’m too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I’m growing
but its so hard to tell when I’m not used to this soul
I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren’t holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I’m up there’s no more time
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone’s asleep
and I don’t want to say these words to you
I’ll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am, cause I’m going
I was too scared to start now
I’m too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I’m growing
but its so hard to tell when
I’m not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I’m going
I was too scared to start now I’m too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I’m growing
But its so hard to tell when I’m not used to this soul - FM Static
I recently have been looking back on my life and was thinking Was that really me? Did I really do that? How could I have treated that person like that? I have been baptized for 2 years but I just bore it as an excuse not what it was really meant for. I was just living a life with no meaning, but then my eyes were opened. I wanted to do some thing but I was too scared to start, now I’m too scared to let go of what I have now.I really wasn’t a person any one could get along with, I was a rude, selfish, and ignorant person. I always felt alone and I blame other for that. Now after the fog lifted, I am a completely different person, I’m never alone, I have many great friends, people actually want to talk to me, and I have found a special kind of peace. That peace is the God has accepted me for who I am and not what I have done, though I will still try to live out my life for Him, he has given me a reason to live, instead of rushing through a meaningless life. I am still getting use to this life and the different road it’s taking me down; but I am going with confidence, peace, friends, and Christ, and I am no longer afraid of what will happen next. I have decide to give full control to God, who knows where he will take me, and I fully trust that he will watch over me.
